My birthday landed on Thanksgiving this year, and this was 6th time since my birth that it’s landed on this extra special day. Thanksgiving is a day to be with family and to cherish those in your life while celebrating those who have supported you in your life throughout the year, imagine having that and your day of birth as a bonus. But all that was put on hold since things took a turn for the worst towards the end of the summer, leaving me feeling undeserving up until my special day. Even though I do keep my birthday a secret from everybody, this is the first time I ever felt truly isolated and alienated from the world due to my internal fears telling me I’m not respected. Having my best friend departing from my life left a big hole in my heart around this time, she might not have had the best gifts but I always looked forward to her trying. She and my mother were the only 2 to every knew the exact date, and that’s was all I needed....
CONGRATULATIONS!!! ... you weren't supposed to find this...