t.i.c.k. (the inner cognitions of kaiography)

   Good morning cross watcher!  Have things been treating you well during that Mercury retrograde period?  Remember!  If things didn’t go right you could always blame it on that instead, just kidding.  Did you think of any goals for next year yet?  Please consider taking the time to think of some because I know you can crush them, don’t let anything or anybody stop you from thinking you can’t accomplish anything.  I thought I was going to use this month to talk about the 10th anniversary of my father’s passing (10 years is a long time), but instead, I decided not to because it seems like nobody is really interested in that topic.  I don’t want to drag anybody else into the topic so I’m kinda facing this battle alone because I know nobody else would take this as seriously as I am, there are 2 people I could talk to about it that lost their fathers as well but I’d rather not do that to them.  Everybody is doing their own thing and has their own agenda so I don’t want to reach out

 We all have to go some time, but have you fulfilled everything you wanted to do in your life? Have you done everything life had to offer? What would you do if you had one last wish before you departed from the earth... and it was denied? Emphysema took my grandmother's life, and I went to see her as much as I could. I received a phone call on a Saturday saying that my grandmother wanted to stop the medication because she did want to rely on a machine for the rest of her life. After receiving that call I wanted to see her on a daily basis before she leaves us. That evening, it was the six of us in the room including my aunt and her daughter/my cousin. Throughout her hospital stay, she couldn't really speak. As we were taking care of her and realizing that her time was running short, she was given the hospital food that nobody could approve of. She asked for French Fries, the simple finger food favorite that millions of Americans eat every day. My aunt wanted to do whatever it t