t.i.c.k. (the inner cognitions of kaiography)

     It’s amazing how fast these 5 years flew by when I see it in retrospect, the events leading up to the end and the months after were grueling, to say the least.  It was probably the worst period of my life next to my father’s passing because it was hard trying to figure out life without them, my therapist at the time said it best when she said it felt like the passing of a friend who’s still alive.  To this day, I still haven’t told everyone as to why we split because everybody was very quick to take sides and nobody took the story equally.  I learned a lot about myself as she was out of my life, I didn’t realize how valuable I was as a person until she was out of the picture.  The biggest question I still get to this day from ladies is how am I single, in their eyes everybody deserves to be happy with someone but sometimes I don’t have it in me to be hurt like I did at that time.  I still take my part of accountability as to why things fell apart, I guess I would feel more at peac